I'm not lying when I seem strong, I'm not lying when I do something wrong, I'm not lying when I don't know how to choose, I'm not lying when I get confused.
I have my moments, When I break. Of these things I don't know what to make. I lose my mind. Some answers I just cannot find.
Now I stand, Alone facing a forked road. By my side, there is no friend. My feelings serve as nothing but heavy load.
I must make a choice, (Why must I?) I'm looking for a voice, (But I've closed my third eye) But all I hear is noise, (They're all telling a lie)
I want you, (you know what I need) But I need you (you're too far away) I like you, (you may be here to stay) But I love you. (for you, I'll bleed). ************* Suck on my brain It's what you're good for. Don't refrain Draw in more and more.
Like a disease, Makes me deteriorate. I'm never at ease, My heart cannot accommodate.
You make me sick I can't numb the pain. But only for you Frick, I'd do it all over again.
Shannya Jotted Some Thingamagiks AT 6:51 PM
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Just A Pinch ,
I'd like to live on an island.
Where the sands are golden and the water turquoise.
Where the sun is my friend and the moon my guardian.
Where I am only with the people I love and people who love me.
Where music is the only source of oxygen.
Where I can do just about ANYTHING and nobody would give a fuck.
Where unnecessary, materialistic things are just that. unnecessary and materialistic.
Where money doesn't exist because we don't need it.
Where the air is clean and the sky always blue.
Where the only sources of light at night are from fire-flies and the stars above.
Where I have everything i want.
Where laughter never fades away.
Where illnesses are non-existent.
Where there is one race, one religion.
Where there is no heaven and hell.
Where I can sit around and have conversations with God.
Where I can sit around and have conversations with myself.
Where people are not afraid to say "I love you" and mean it ♥
Where nothing really matters.
I'm a dreamer.
So sue me.