Sunshine When It's Raining
Saturday, March 07, 2009
I know for a fact that today, I'm going to feel good, no matter what happens.
Here's why.
I woke up to a phone call from Ryan. I mean..hearing his voice the FIRST thing in the morning is...well you can't beat that.
And after so long, we actually got to have a full hour without getting cut off and all that bullcrap.
He was happy about that. I was even happier.
It has been 9 months and 9 days.. HAHA. A couple of people have said "OMG you coulda had a baby in that time!" I find that rather amusing.
I forgot that I hadn't told Nish and Sarah that we were official. I mean, at the time I told them about us having a "thing", I kind of didn't know we were official. Well. So yeah. Sarah asked me yesterday "So how's your white dude?" And I said "Ryan. He's good, we're good. The 26th of last month was our 9 month-anni." And Nish and her just decided to get real mad and.. they sorta merajuked for five solid minutes or so.
As bad as I felt for not telling them, I was uber touched that they felt like that...It was so damned cute. Like. They literally crossed their arms and got mad. How adorable. Teehee.
Well anyway. It's sort of an open relationship now, so...I am not one 100% taken.
I like it that way. For now :) I told Renuka that she should feel absolutely free to throw my wedding cake into my face if she attends my wedding and it doesn't say "Shannya wed Ryan".
HAHAHAH.
Love. Makes you think so unnecessarily far ahead. But that's part of the fun of it, I suppose.
I like flings too. There are no strings attached. I like having both.
And I'm glad I'm lucky enough to have what I like :)
Shannya Jotted Some Thingamagiks AT 4:31 PM
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Just A Pinch ,
I'd like to live on an island.
Where the sands are golden and the water turquoise.
Where the sun is my friend and the moon my guardian.
Where I am only with the people I love and people who love me.
Where music is the only source of oxygen.
Where I can do just about ANYTHING and nobody would give a fuck.
Where unnecessary, materialistic things are just that. unnecessary and materialistic.
Where money doesn't exist because we don't need it.
Where the air is clean and the sky always blue.
Where the only sources of light at night are from fire-flies and the stars above.
Where I have everything i want.
Where laughter never fades away.
Where illnesses are non-existent.
Where there is one race, one religion.
Where there is no heaven and hell.
Where I can sit around and have conversations with God.
Where I can sit around and have conversations with myself.
Where people are not afraid to say "I love you" and mean it ♥
Where nothing really matters.
I'm a dreamer.
So sue me.