Thingamagik,

Three solid weeks.
Exam paper after exam paper.
Excuse me, but I don't recall turning into a robot.

Do you?

Figured as much. Well despite all this rubbish, I found time to get in cupcake orders, complete them (sorry about the delay ling..was pretty busy), and earn some cash for Mummy Dearest's special day.

Mothers' Day.

So we went out for lunch at D'Italian located at Jaya33 (mum's choice) and had a good time. I'm not lying when I say that they have AWESOME food.
Better than......a fair few places, in my opinion.
So yeah. For the first time, my mum ordered 2 desserts...that's TWO.
Haha. Amen.
And I swear their drinks are REALLY refreshing...and the best part? They don't use sugar, and they're still delightfully sweet!

OK, so lunch over, yada ya..came home and I came online. And mum's in the hall going like "Can we go. Can we go".
She wanted to go see her mum. In Ampang. And i was NOT interested. But in the spirit of Mothers' Day and all, i said OK.
Then I walk into the hall and she's still lazing on the couch. After ALL that noise.
So I procrastinated by going into the kitchen and pretending I was busy. And then I casually go into the hall and sit down, and there still was no sign of her getting up to go... so I got hopeful.
Then.....
THEN.
The topic of my fucking god-forsaken birthday came up.
JUST. PLEASE. LEAVE ME ALONE.
I hate it. I hate EVERY BIT of my birthday.
Despite the fact that this year, it falls on a pretty awesome day: Saturday, RIGHT after exams, RIGHT on the day hols start.
AWESOME, no?
NO.
Because no matter how convenient a day it is, something always comes up, parents will fight with me, I'll just completely lose all mood to party...its bloody standard procedure.
Is it THAT hard to make me feel a TAD BIT appreciated on ONE day of the year?
Surely not?
Well, needless to say, I had a fight with my mum today, no matter how much I tried to just. SHUT HER UP.
She kept going on n on. I ended up in tears and just. Really. Fuck this shit.
Just when I thought I was finally happy, and going to be for a long time, she comes along and triggers the whole depression I have been working carefully to keep at bay.
I am BEGGING everyone to just cut me some slack.
I am going through alot.
Dammit, they're supposed to be my parents! Not bloody Nazis.
Well, that's exaggerating, really. But. I wish they'd be a little bit sensitive towards me.
I'm not asking for much.
Well, I just want to really thank Tanisha and Nat for being there for me and consoling me. Just what I needed.
Thanks you guys...you really are awesome people, just so you know.
Well, I really should be getting to sleep to get rid of the puffiness that have conquered the regions of my eyes.
Here's to having a wonderful birthday.

Kepala-fucking-otak la. Please.

XX.

Shannya Jotted Some Thingamagiks AT 12:02 AM

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