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EPIPHANY> INCUBUS MY LOVE
OK......I'll start off with the usual....
Monday, March 17, 2008
I'm sorry i haven't been updating my blog....especially to my religious readers like Jade and etc. Just have been feeling down....and I didn't think that would've made nice posts.... haha. Plus, nothing exciting really happened.....just my mum's wedding....some drama there.....nothing much...(yeah right)......AND THEN............ SUNBURST HAPPENED!!!! SUN-MOTHERFUCKING-BURST! So I went trough God knows what to get cash for the ticket. Whatever...all that seems totally insignificant right now. Because I went for Sunburst anyway. For INCUBUS. You friggin' hear (read) me???? INCUBUS! I hitched a ride with Naveen (Angel's friend).....with Triff... met a few new ppl... Knowing me.... Being the usual friggin' retard....being all shy n shit.....but anyway.....we arrived ath Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club Whats-its-name. About time. When we arrived, Bittersweet were on.... And then it was George Clinton with P-Funk. Then The Roots....some ol'skool stuff man... Then OHMYGOD John Legend..... ok la was all good and everything..................................................................... THEN............... THEN............... THEN............... OHMYGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE INCUBUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm telling you all, it was THEEEEE BEST concert anyone has EVER given Malaysia. EVER. I am telling you......words canNOT describe how i felt.. The moment they came out...well i cried....and i cried and i cried because.....it was a moment of epiphany...... I cried because they looked so real...so alive... I was going to hear them LIVE...not on my stereo like i had been for the past 2 months... I cried because i simply couldn't believe i could be so lucky to have been in that crowd. I cried because they were right there...yet they were so far away... Who was (am) I to them? Yet another fan in a crowd of many others. I cried because I was experiencing something so phenomenal... something NOTHING (or close to) could ever instill... I'll tell you. I wanted to sit with them....even for a mere 3 minutes. I wanted to converse. I wanted them to inspire me with the inspiration the had to write the songs they did. Their songs are so full of depth, so full of meaning and i wanted to feel their songs like they do. Heck. The dreams of a young fan(atic)... haha. Well that's how I felt....like I said....words cannot describe how i felt at that moment...at those moments....how I feel now... I seriously wonder if anyone else in that crazy crowd felt even an inkling of what i felt...feel... Song after song, i just breathed in every second of the sounds of Incubus-LIVE. EVERY FUCKING SECOND was worth that RM200 I spent...heck i would have spent a thousand bux and given in my LIFE for them. No I'm not some psycho-nut-stalker-freak.... It's just that...well they made a HUGE impact on my life... They're just so full of wonder and i wonder if they know it. Tee hee. The crowd was bloody crazy, let me tell you. Bloody idiots kept trampling over my feet like a million times. Geeze. But like I cared. All I could see...hear...feel....was Brandon Boyd's voice...oh and then he just had to. He took off his shirt. Dammit. I wanted to die. HAHA. I mean we all went wild like...well, like normal hormonal girls would. duh. N then later on it struck us. DAMMIT WHAT IF THEY'RE NOW BANNED FROM COMING BACK??!??! HELLO!!! Then fine. I'll go sell everything i have to watch them someplace else! Malaysia is so retarded sometimes. Whatever la. Nish was telling me about the Incubus Live in Singapore reviews on youtube... She said there were some bad ones saying that it wasn't that good because apparently Brandon (Boyd) didn't "interact" with the crowd. Pile of Bollocks. WELL GUESS WHAT? INCUBUS GAVE MALAYSIA THE BEST MOTHERFUCKING CONCERT ANYONE COULD EVER GIVE. Dig? Good. God how i loved the feeling of singing along to them... THEM...not their CD... THEM. Brandon went like "Your voices are beautiful". And I cried again. Hey I'm usually not such an emotional wreck la. This time was an exception... Simply because they mean so much to me. Anyway...as they so love to say, all good things must come to an end (oh why do they have to?). So yada yada ya....they left. And I didn't get to meet them. Whatsoever. The Lyric Booklet from my Light Grenades CD that I had brought JUST IN CASE was all bloody soggy n shit. Went home and dried it. And then cried because...well at that time i didn't know what it was. But today in school, Carleen diagnosed me with "Withdrawal Syndrome". Which explained why I cried when I went home after the concert. I felt...hollow... Yeah yeah i sound uber dramatic. But that's just how I felt!! So sue me. Anyway... I felt like this: Incubus just came, sang, and left. And I'm just... Nobody to them. I wanted to follow them home. How vain of me. I couldn't help it. Really. I felt so miserable that I didn't even want to touch my darling Light Grenades. Quicksand was bringing back the memories of how they started out the concert. Kiss to Send us off made me feel crappy coz I couldn't give THEM a kiss to send them off...haha Dig just made me feel like i had no one in the world now that Incubus had left, I had nothing to look forward to in life. Anna Molly....OH ANNA MOLLY. Let's just not go there ok? Needless to say, I felt...well...DEPRESSED. Can you believe it? so un-Shannya of me. Haihs. So yeah la. That about sums it up I guess... I kinda couldn't wait to go back to school to get my mind off all of this... And i was pretty OK in school today actually...Pretty OK the WHOLE day... 'till now that is. Writing this post just brought it ALL back again. Ah well... I'll go sleep it off. While listening to Light Grenades. Haha. Yes I still can't get enough of it. Call me cynical. I'd agree with you. Haha... anyway, I'm getting a tattoo of the Light Grenades picture for my birthday this year. With the date of the Incubus concert to remember the FUCKING BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE...  Shannya Jotted Some Thingamagiks AT 11:18 PM
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I'd like to live on an island.
Where the sands are golden and the water turquoise.
Where the sun is my friend and the moon my guardian.
Where I am only with the people I love and people who love me.
Where music is the only source of oxygen.
Where I can do just about ANYTHING and nobody would give a fuck.
Where unnecessary, materialistic things are just that. unnecessary and materialistic.
Where money doesn't exist because we don't need it.
Where the air is clean and the sky always blue.
Where the only sources of light at night are from fire-flies and the stars above.
Where I have everything i want.
Where laughter never fades away.
Where illnesses are non-existent.
Where there is one race, one religion.
Where there is no heaven and hell.
Where I can sit around and have conversations with God.
Where I can sit around and have conversations with myself.
Where people are not afraid to say "I love you" and mean it ♥
Where nothing really matters.
I'm a dreamer.
So sue me.
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